Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Tagged

Well was tagged by Deepthi(first comments on my blog were from her). Somehow finished it. Took a long time though:-)

Seven Things you want to do before you die:

  1. Paragliding : Got a chance once but got scared n changed my plans.
  2. Bungee Jumping: Havent got a chance till now but i know first time I will be scared and I may come back without doing it.
  3. Adopt a child: No particular reason for this. Just wanna do it.
  4. Open a free school in a village: Well everytime I read some news that so many percent children have no access to even kindergarten. Makes me feel sad. Just want to do my part. Have started with 2 boys now.:-)
  5. Not do anything for 3 months. Just tea, tv and sleep: I m tired of this fast paced life.
  6. Have enough money in hands so that I dont have to think twice before buying anything (reasonable :-)): Even If I have to buy a shirt costing $100. I think n think n think and then finally decide not to.
  7. Be diplomatic: Being straight forward is bad at times. Speaking your heart out is not always advisable.


Seven Things you can do :

  1. Cook- Have learnt it recently after coming to US.
  2. Live alone or shall i say live away from home.
  3. Spend money on others.
  4. Cry.
  5. Make fool of myself and laugh at myself.
  6. Play almost any kind of game/sport.
  7. Talk incessantly if I want to.- Lately developed habit

Seven Things you can't do:
  1. Lie and Cheat - Is there any other way through which one can cheat ?
  2. Be very focussed and do what I plan to do.
  3. Swimming - Can just float without breathing for some time.
  4. Not get upset with India's defeat in cricket- I dont know why but bloddy thing still pains.
  5. When I sneeze, just sneeze once- Minimum number is 2. Just cant have one.
  6. Write Poems though I would have loved to.
  7. Save enough.


Seven Things you say most:

  1. F***. Its always used as an exclaimation mark. When I have to show this aghasted emotion.
  2. Sir: To address anybody.
  3. Chalo then: Last line in my mails. Last sentence if i m going out of somewhere.
  4. Mast: Anything thats good.
  5. I dont know: When I dont know anything or when I dont want to talk.
  6. Kya chal raha hain: Whats happening.
  7. Some hindi slangs which are not too good to hear. I dont think social sanctity of this website allows me write it here or not.



Seven Things that attract you to the opposite sex:

  1. Gait and Looks - Hmmmmmmmmm.
  2. Voluptuousness - My kind is not slim. Should have some wt where it matters.
  3. Smile - This just puts me in mood anytime.
  4. Smartness and Sense of humour - Cant do without this.
  5. No hair please other than on the head. - It just turns me off.
  6. Perfume- This is really important. Good mesmerizing odour.
  7. Dressing Sense - She has to be very well dressed. She should know what looks good on her and what not.

Seven Celebrity crushes:
There are lots of them. Virtually everybody but still I'll try n name few who are right on top of that list.
  1. Aishwarya Rai:Nothing to say- common choice.
  2. Nandita Das: She has some best features in the town.
  3. Steffi Graf- My first TV crush.
  4. Rati Agnihotri - If she says yes today I will marry her. ya even today.
  5. Jennifer Lopez - I love her ___.
  6. Whirlpool Ad female(Cant recall her name) - Used to come in these whirpool ads with 2 kids and a hubby. May be her name is Gayathri.
  7. Latest one Sania Mirza - She is cool and makes her own fashion statements.



Seven People you want to tag:
Cant finish this off. Instead will write about
Seven Habits which I dont appreciate

  1. Self bragging
  2. 'Cant say NO' habit.
  3. Intellectual Masturbation - Intellectual masturbation can be defined as: 1. The act of satisfying one’s ego through statements intended only to show off one’s intelligence. 2. Acting like a know-it-all jerk that no one likes to listen to and everyone wishes would just shut up. Courtsey this.
  4. Diplomacy.- Ya I know I want learn this before I die.
  5. Talking bad behind somebody's back.
  6. Leaving the kitchen dirty after cooking food - Yes it freaks me out when I have to first clean the kitchen before cooking.
  7. Unnecessary Show off.


Wednesday, October 05, 2005

6 more months...

Somehow my company was able to convince the client that I should be here for another 6 months (till the time group is finally merged into Wachovia). And now here I m doing nothing currently and wont do anything for another 6 months. I am sick and tired of this thing. My manager just wants money out of the account without being concerned abt the fact that there is no work. What he sees is there are 6 applications and somebody should be there to take care of them irrespective of the fact that they are not being used extensively now and neither do we get any defects in those applications. Money is all what counts. I guess that is the attitude of all the software companies in India.

Its more than a year since I have landed here and I have not done any sort of coding (past 6 months). I have almost forgot the most basics of my technology and I feel I m already useless if I keep working on the same thing. The kind of work I m doing here is just ananlysis, meetings and Requirements gathering. Now these are the only things I can do.

Now I m thinking of going back to India once this project finishes that is after 6 months. No its not that my company wants me to go back but I feel its enough n I need to go back to sweet sweet home (though I know that I wont be living there.). But the feel is enough. :-)Now here is the real question what am I gonna do there? With the remaining skill I have I can only be the pain and not of any gain to my colleagues back in India. Does everybody who goes back to India goes thru the same process? Finally adapts gradually to the demands. Hopefully everything should go fine and I should be back in India 6 months from now...

Actually not able to make up mind that should I really go back to India. I have a very good life here. No work only araam and pretty good savings. Its really difficult when you have to choose one in mind and heart. Very difficult choice to make. In my case mind normally wins but I m doubtful this time. Will have to wait for 6 months to see which one comes triumphant.