Something is missing in life...

What is it? A good company? Just that or a good company of a girl...Well I am not particularly saying girlfriend...But a good friend who is girl. Please dont think while reading that its just not possible...A good friend need not necessarily be girl friend...Right! Ok no need to argue on that, its just what one feels...

The life seems to be full of monotonies...Ya I know I have been cribbing about that for some time but may be I am just not able to get out of it...I just wonder sometimes, can something like Blore happen once again...With so many good friends around...That masti, long chats on Bus stops, long rides on Hosur Road, Great bowling alleys where time would just flew, Shyam(our cook) ke haath ki chai, doston ke haath se chawal khana( I loathe using fingers to eat rice but love the taste when it is eaten from hands:-)), Late night movies, Police banging our door in the night due to too much of galata, Radio City 24 X 7, visiting friends place to watch match and then friend switching off the tv out of anger, falling for a friend in your group(nothing could be done, she is still going around with some guy :-( ), somehow find out topics and talk to her, find out the way so that we could sit behind her on her Kine:-), long discussions related to good and bad and ugly, games which we used to play like Pass Pass, class gossips and hadkaana and fighting, Late night jaagran for studies during exams, come out of the exam hall and say this was the hardest paper uni has ever prepared, cursing the leturers, going to theater hall and then make the sitting arrangement such that particular friend of ours could sit next to the girl he wants to ... and just goes on on on and on...

Is it ever possible to have same things ever in life? Tired of studying but this thot and yearn to earn more drives me sometime to pick up that sidey GMAT book and read. Dunno though when I m gonna appear for the test...God save me!!! I just thot of gettin philosophical here abt the god but then I dont want to digress from this topic...May be will get philosophical some other time..

I still remember some days in college life as well when I used to pray that when will this end and now here i m asking for those same days once again. Can we ever come out of this vicious circle? Can we ever be satisfied? But then somebody mite retort back saying that, the day man gets satisfied, he'll stop working towards better things in life? Strange actually! I feel there should be some point where we should be able to draw a line...

"Purani jeans aur Guitar,
Mohalle ki woh chat aur mere yaar,
Woh raaton ko jaagna,
subah ghar jaana kood ke deewar"

By Ali Haider is wat I was listening to yesterday and may be this is the reason I came up with this:-)